When i started, i was like "I hate the world". towards the end i was thinking "how can i develop myself more?".
I believe it has to do with the other side of the brain beign more activated, because i became more open, light-hearted, and started to enjoy works of art more.
You see, i never actually finished the training. I never reached the spot where my lefthand writing was exactly equal to my righthand writing. Towards the middle, a friend of mine showed me an article which proves that ambidextrous people have less QI. At that time, i believed QI to be everything, and although i changed this mentality, i still don't train ambidexterity. Don't know why

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